I don't have any particular direction with this xanga post, but i'm overwhelmed with thoughts right now so i'm just gonna spill the beans. Working with animals the last 3 months has been a joy and, also, a real pain in the glutes. Animals contribute to joy because they don't expect all that much....they don't want to "talk" about their feelings...or they don't feel any need for verbal compliments. Animals need a minimal amount of attention, i'm totally down for that. On the other hand, animals are a thorn in my flesh because of a couple reasons. First, when they get scared, they don't stop to rationalize the situation...their first and only instinct is to bite your face off. Yea, i've seen it all. I've gotten bitten on the arm, on the thumb, and i've seen this one terrier have that look in its eyes in which if he wanted to he coulda attacked and killed me (no joke). Just last week, saw this "cute" little chihuahua bite the rabies pole hard enough to make its own teeth bleed. I honestly wanted to throw that dog in the trash. Dogs have no rationality (unlike 'most' humans) which sets apart humans the animals. So i've been thinking about if i should pursue this whole animal job thing or not....and here's my thinking....
Cons of working at a pet hospital
1) I want to work with human being's on a deeper level
2) I want to 'make' money....not break even (yea, pet hospitals don't pay well)
3) I don't want to be in a job in which doesn't gaurentee all 10 attached fingers at the end of the day
Pros of working at a pet hospital
1) It's humbling....David worked with sheep for most of his childhood, which is the lowest of jobs...like mine!
2) It helps me to trust in God...pay stinks which forces me to rely on God everyday. How convenient!
3) I never get bored on the job since it's so fast paced
4) flexible hours
5) Paul probably didn't LOVE being a tent maker, but he was content with it.
6) It's pretty exciting and adventurous (even though it all takes place in a suffocating lab)
Anyways...it seems like God wants me to stick out this job for now...it could change any day....but praise God that he even provided me with one. God will give what is needed for me....nothing more, nothing less. Here is a SWEET verse for all you who are seeking out the 'perfect' job (which usually doesn't exist).
"Two things I ask of you, O LORD;
do not refuse me before I die:
Keep falsehood and lies far from me;
give me neither poverty nor riches,
but give me only my daily bread.
Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you
and say, 'Who is the LORD ?'
Or I may become poor and steal,
and so dishonor the name of my God."
Proverbs 30:7-9
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